I'm now into my last week on my selective serotonin re-uptake inhibitors. Read: Anti-depressants. I just love putting it out there. "It" being the fact that I am on anti-depressants, and am now coming off of them. Because:
1) Anti-depressants, they've still got that social stigma about them, and everybody kinda still keeps it hush hush. Nobody really talks about it. So I like to talk about it, in hopes to help remove the social stigma.
2) I'm a shock value kinda girl. I get such a kick, shocking people within limits of course. Oh the things I could do...
Note to self: Boys with conservative parents will probably not like me as a daughter-in-law.
Self: Duly noted.
Ok, away from the tangent. I love my meds, and I would hug them if they were a person, but they're not, so I can't. But now we part ways because I don't need them anymore, and I really don't want to go through the trouble of finding new anti-depressants after they've been stolen in a foreign country, and then going through a week of withdrawal symptoms if I don't really have to. Some chick in Asia is having fun with my Cipralex right now...
I was definitely paranoid at first, jumping at every mood flux. At one point I was a bit worried about a prolonged mood dip... until I reminded myself that I've been in suburbia for about a week.
So we're good. And by we, I mean, me.
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