Monday, November 13, 2006

a processing post

the weekly blog post. i can't believe it's come to this. i'm on the brink of becoming an unfaithful blogger. one quote that lurks in the dark recesses of my mind goes something like "when you're too busy for the important things in life...then you're getting too busy." i think i have been getting too busy. so much that i haven't really had time this past month or so to sit down and do things that would rejuvenate me or that i enjoy. like blogging for example. my life's gotten to the point where i feel like i'm just swept along to one thing after another after another...so much that i feel like my life's not my own anymore. i'm just being carried along the waves of time. 'tis time for some restructuring.

mainly i think the culprit is that i haven't had enough "alone" time. alone time with God and alone time in general. i haven't been diligent in guarding down times. i keep on trying to squeeze in appointments here or there. better boundaries need to be set.

i am definitely an introvert by nurture if not by nature. i don't have a large need for people. it's more refreshing for me to sit here all alone in a big house filled only with the hum of my laptop than to be in a throng of people.

i think i'm going to have more coffee dates. definitely some way cool cafes in downtown guelph. i've only discovered it this year. for that i am sad, but at least i discovered it before graduation.

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